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Cats, Crazy, and Doctor: I can actually smell death. I know it seems crazy, but I really can. My father had a stroke, and I knew it. He had a different smell than usual. And it got stronger as the days grew closer to the day of his stroke. I started having dreams o t him ying on the floor, paralyzed, and could even smell t in my dreams. And 2 days before hisst ke, to my mom hat e as ctingƠiff rent that day, and I told her about the dreams, and the smell, and I was right. Similar things happened when my grandpa had lung cancer, and also looking back my landlady, and landlord when I was around 8 years old, and then my other landlady when I was 14, my mom even started asking me and believing me, calling me "psychic", which I dont think it's that, but anytime I say something, she will start questioning on how i all works. Thsmcll, ihe drams, notucing ihings oihs didnt, añer a fw unces, I inally belicvd mysclí, because at first it didrit scmpossible, but ii is can only s mell sickness health related deaths hough not murders suicides over oses. Sometimes ї wil have dreams o tose th n ard its usually someone m not closet haven't seen in years. And recently, the last 6 or 7 months, I have been having dreams about myself, and I have this smell, and will ask others if they smell it, but they cant It kind of smells like burnt hair mixed with popcorn, it's a strange smell and is stronger than what I've smelled before, I'm guessing since I can smell it from my own body. I've noticed it before, but it wasn't strong enough so I didn't realize until t became more potent. And also my dogs and cats were smelling me a lot lately, and being extra clingy, and loveable. And after many doctor visits, so much blood taken and tested. Turns out I have cervical cancer, and endometriosis, which has also spread to the lymphnodes all over my body. I refuse Chemotherapy, and am getting weaker by the day. And eve since I started smelling death on myself, I can't smell it on anyone else, all I smell is me dying from the inside out 8 0 0
Cats, Crazy, and Doctor: I can actually smell death. I know it seems crazy, but I really can. My father had a stroke, and I knew it. He had a different smell than usual. And it got stronger as the days grew closer to the
 day of his stroke. I started having dreams o t him ying on the floor, paralyzed, and could even smell t in my dreams. And 2 days before hisst ke, to my mom hat e as ctingƠiff rent
 that day, and I told her about the dreams, and the smell, and I was right. Similar things happened when my grandpa had lung cancer, and also looking back my landlady, and landlord when I was
 around 8 years old, and then my other landlady when I was 14, my mom even started asking me and believing me, calling me "psychic", which I dont think it's that, but anytime I say something,
 she will start questioning on how i all works. Thsmcll, ihe drams, notucing ihings oihs didnt, añer a fw unces, I inally belicvd mysclí, because at first it didrit scmpossible, but ii
 is can only s mell sickness health related deaths hough not murders suicides over oses. Sometimes ї wil have dreams o tose th n ard its usually someone m not closet haven't
 seen in years. And recently, the last 6 or 7 months, I have been having dreams about myself, and I have this smell, and will ask others if they smell it, but they cant It kind of smells like burnt
 hair mixed with popcorn, it's a strange smell and is stronger than what I've smelled before, I'm guessing since I can smell it from my own body. I've noticed it before, but it wasn't strong enough
 so I didn't realize until t became more potent. And also my dogs and cats were smelling me a lot lately, and being extra clingy, and loveable. And after many doctor visits, so much blood taken
 and tested. Turns out I have cervical cancer, and endometriosis, which has also spread to the lymphnodes all over my body. I refuse Chemotherapy, and am getting weaker by the day. And eve
 since I started smelling death on myself, I can't smell it on anyone else, all I smell is me dying from the inside out
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Bad, Fake, and Fire: Today I found out that yamers think crocheting socks is subversive and controversial and just.on one hand, why the fuck not.เ guess yarners are allowed to have their controversles, but on the other, how much time do you have in your FUCKIN DAY? My main concem is how they would feel but gotta think about something while knitting five miles of Look, you can't just leave it at that, why is it subversive and controversial? "gets popoorn kaitoukitty I mean, I'm taking this on good faith, and I'm not saying this is my own personal belief. I believe But. .the structure of the stitches and the resulting fabric is pretty different between crochet and knitting. You get different effects between them, which lends themselves to different crafts. And none of the effects of (most) crochet stitches lend themselves naturally to socks. Youre (usually) going to end up with something either stiff and bulky, or full of holes that will Not Feel Good to walk on Whereas knitted socks will just...BE elastic and Sure you CAN do it. And there are people and patterns that do it well But MOST crochet socks are a bit like calling I mean... Okay? But people are going to Talk But this is BABY controversy, this is nothing You haven't even touched on the good shit like RHSS or that time the Olympic Committee llinteresting. So one of those just because you CAN doesn't mean you SHOULD things. Also I know very little about the yarn fandom except for that bit where a woman had to fake her death and had a nervous breakdown over selling kaitoukitty Was that the one that "died of leukemia or the one that "died of lupus, or the one that arinrowan From whatI know of the narrative as it was described to me, I want to say the one that overdosed, but I am intrigued and vaguely concerned that there are multiple distinct individuals the above situation could apply to hey umm, what the fuck the fake deaths thing: indie yarn dyer gets popular, gets overwhelmed by orders,cant refund money because of shitty bookkeeping decides faking online death is the only way out I'm sure some of them are unintentional rather than premeditated scammers but they're all still thieving assholes who shouldnt be running businesses and need to give all the money back the knitting (fiber arts in general) site, held a contest they called the ravelympics' to drum up olympic support then get a cease-and-desist letter for copyright infringement, and the letter said that calling it that 'denigrates the true nature of the Olympic Games' and was commitee: ravelry, well-known our country's finest except, you know, ravelry had like 2 million users who all by nature of ravery being a website, have basic tech literacy, the social media backlash was so bad that the olympics board had to make 2 official apologies because the first wasn't good enough. RHSS: Red Heart Super Saver is cheap yarn. some people hate it because it used to be just really fucking awful and they havent bothered updating their opinions, some people hate it because they hate because they're yarn sn in two flavors: the disdainful assholes and the people who just dont see the point if you have the money and don't indulge yourself). a lot of people defend it because it's cheap and widely locally available and honestly not that bad after a wash and some fabric softener. yams. some people hate it crocheted socks: exactly what kaitoukitty said people who crochet socks tend to either be new crocheters who are not aware crochet is not the best medium for socks or experienced crocheters who are pushing the boundaries of medium. babies on fire: i can't believe we're talking about yarncraft controversies and no one mentioned babies on fire. that's my favorite controversy so when deciding what material to make baby blankets out of, in addition to considerations like softness, ease of washing, and allergy concerns quite a lat of people like to consider what would happen to the baby if the blanket was set on fire. yes, really wool has the problem of hand-wash only blankets for a new mother (superwash wool exists but that's a whole 'nother paragraph) allergy concems, and also real fucking skin wool. but pro-wool-blanket people insist that because wool actually resists being set on fire pretty well and also can self-extinguish, it's the only sensible choice. acrylic on the other hand is cheap and you can throw it in the washing machine, and while bad quality acrylics might be stiff and plastic-y they're not itchy, but if it gets set on fire it will melt onto the baby's skin. pro-acrylic people insist that if your blanket is on fire, you probably have bigger problems than what the blanket is made of. kimbergoalt wow I didn't expect such a detailed response Fiber Arts Just Be Fucking Like That. Jan 17th, 2019
Bad, Fake, and Fire: Today I found out that yamers think crocheting
 socks is subversive and controversial and
 just.on one hand, why the fuck not.เ guess
 yarners are allowed to have their controversles,
 but on the other, how much time do you have in
 your FUCKIN DAY?
 My main concem is how they would feel but
 gotta think about
 something while knitting five miles of
 Look, you can't just leave it at that, why is it
 subversive and controversial? "gets popoorn
 kaitoukitty
 I mean, I'm taking this on good faith, and I'm not
 saying this is my own personal belief. I believe
 But. .the structure of the stitches and the
 resulting fabric is pretty different between
 crochet and knitting. You get different effects
 between them, which lends themselves to
 different crafts. And none of the effects of
 (most) crochet stitches lend themselves
 naturally to socks. Youre (usually) going to end
 up with something either stiff and bulky, or full
 of holes that will Not Feel Good to walk on
 Whereas knitted socks will just...BE elastic and
 Sure you CAN do it. And there are people and
 patterns that do it well
 But MOST crochet socks are a bit like calling
 I mean... Okay? But people are going to Talk
 But this is BABY controversy, this is nothing
 You haven't even touched on the good shit like
 RHSS or that time the Olympic Committee
 llinteresting. So one of those just because you
 CAN doesn't mean you SHOULD things.
 Also I know very little about the yarn fandom
 except for that bit where a woman had to fake
 her death and had a nervous breakdown over
 selling
 kaitoukitty
 Was that the one that "died of leukemia or the
 one that "died of lupus, or the one that
 arinrowan
 From whatI know of the narrative as it was
 described to me, I want to say the one that
 overdosed, but I am intrigued and vaguely
 concerned that there are multiple distinct
 individuals the above situation could apply to
 hey umm, what the fuck
 the fake deaths thing: indie yarn dyer gets
 popular, gets overwhelmed by orders,cant
 refund money because of shitty bookkeeping
 decides faking online death is the only way out
 I'm sure some of them are unintentional rather
 than premeditated scammers but they're all still
 thieving assholes who shouldnt be running
 businesses and need to give all the money
 back
 the
 knitting (fiber arts in general) site, held a
 contest they called the ravelympics' to drum up
 olympic support then get a cease-and-desist
 letter for copyright infringement, and the letter
 said that calling it that 'denigrates the true
 nature of the Olympic Games' and was
 commitee: ravelry, well-known
 our country's finest
 except, you know, ravelry had like 2 million users
 who all by nature of ravery being a website,
 have basic tech literacy, the social media
 backlash was so bad that the olympics board
 had to make 2 official apologies because the
 first wasn't good enough.
 RHSS: Red Heart Super Saver is cheap
 yarn. some people hate it
 because it used to be just really fucking awful
 and they havent bothered updating their
 opinions, some people hate it because they
 hate
 because they're yarn sn
 in two flavors: the disdainful assholes and the
 people who just dont see the point if you have
 the money and don't indulge yourself). a lot of
 people defend it because it's cheap and widely
 locally available and honestly not that bad after
 a wash and some fabric softener.
 yams. some people hate it
 crocheted socks: exactly what kaitoukitty said
 people who crochet socks tend to either be new
 crocheters who are not aware crochet is not the
 best medium for socks or experienced
 crocheters who are pushing the boundaries of
 medium.
 babies on fire: i can't believe we're talking about
 yarncraft controversies and no one mentioned
 babies on fire. that's my favorite controversy
 so when deciding what material to make baby
 blankets out of, in addition to considerations
 like softness, ease of washing, and allergy
 concerns quite a lat of people like to consider
 what would happen to the baby if the blanket
 was set on fire. yes, really
 wool has the problem of hand-wash only
 blankets for a new mother (superwash wool
 exists but that's a whole 'nother paragraph)
 allergy concems, and also real fucking
 skin wool. but pro-wool-blanket people insist
 that because wool actually resists being set on
 fire pretty well and also can self-extinguish, it's
 the only sensible choice.
 acrylic on the other hand is cheap and you can
 throw it in the washing machine, and while bad
 quality acrylics might be stiff and plastic-y
 they're not itchy, but if it gets set on fire it will
 melt onto the baby's skin. pro-acrylic people
 insist that if your blanket is on fire, you probably
 have bigger problems than what the blanket is
 made of.
 kimbergoalt
 wow I didn't expect such a detailed response
 Fiber Arts Just Be Fucking Like That.
 Jan 17th, 2019
Apparently, Asian, and Crush: This post is locked. You won't be able to comment AITA: Had loud sex with girlfriend to annoy the guy who has a crush on 4567 her elf-Amit heA submitted 1 day ago by My girlfriend, D, and I have been together for three months. I'mc she is of Chinese descent (this is relevant later). She lives in a co-ed dorm, and one of her neighbors, J, has a longstanding infatuation with her. I've known about au an and since before we started dating, and D has (too gently, I think) let him down on several occasions. She doesn't like to hurt people, which is admirable, but I think it's prolonged his crush because she hasn't been forceful enough in her desire to remain only friends is also of Chinese descent, which is part of his rationale for why they s date apparently it would make things "easier" for them to date within their own culture. Problem is, D has a pretty speci ha уре Il white guys. She of course sn't told J this specifically, but she did tell me that he really resents that white guys date "all the good Asian girls." I can't decide whether this is a legitimate concern or bellyaching on his part. I want to sympathize, but it's hard because you c an't really choose who you're attracted to I finally met 1 last week when D and I were heading out to an orchestra concert. We were both in full formalwear and D had high heels and a figure-forming dress on. We were on our way past the common area on her dorm floor and this guy walks up to her and just launches into a conversation. He doesn't acknowledge me at all, no introduction, nothing. I'm trying to be polite and finally D introduces us and he just kind of gives me a "what's up" nod. Okay, fine. He's about her height when she has heels on it's obvious this guy really is not her type so I'm not feeling threatened. But then he asks if she'll hold on for a minute, goes to his room, and comes back with a fucking teddy bear. He gives D the teddy bear, right in front of me, and said when he saw it, it made him think of her. She thanked him and we went to the concert (the teddy stayed in my car) Now, I don't think of myself as a mean person. Most people who know me would find meanness not in my character. But all during that concert, all I could think of was making J suffer plan. I knew D's roommate would be out all week, which meant I would be able terribly, bu t enough to back off. So, I hatched my stay over at her dorm. D and I started having sex on our second date. I have ince learned that certain things will make her get very, very loud to the poin that she has to bite a pillow or risk sounding like she's being "murdered with sex," as she puts it. So, last night we had a very romantic evening out, and when we came back J was in his room with his door open studying. His room is directly north of D's and the walls in the building are pretty flimsy. You can hear other people's music or tv most of the time. She said "Hey" and then we both went into her room and closed the door. I proceeded to clear her bed of pillows, throw he down on it, and get down to business. I won't go into graphic detail, but she was very much caught up in the moment, and when she looked for a pillow to bite, there was none. So she just let it all out. For like fifteen or twenty minutes At this point we're both giddy, and then it hits her. J was next door and she guessed he could hear everything. She immediately started feeling sad, worrying that hearing his crush in the throes of passion would be pai maybe that's something he needed to hear, in order to make it clear that he will never, ever be considered a sexual option she started to go on about what a great person he was, how he is really very kind and would make someone very happy, etc. She starts to get pissed off at me and saying I'm being mean uggest that r her. This made her even sadder, and . I tel Il her I'm sorry, she's right, and leave to go to the hared men's room down the hall I walk past the common area and see J. He's just staring at me with the mo intense look of pure, burning hatred. So I give him an innoc and say, "Hey man, is there a water fountain on this floor? I am super dehydrated," and wipe some of the remaining sweat from my forehead. And I truly believe he deserved all of this, but here's where I wonder if I'm the asshole because in that moment I was fucking thrilled t And that scared me a little, knowing there's some dormant, primal part of me that t "what's up" nod ompletely dunk on this dude t wants to be king , fo r his part, never did tell me where the water ntain was NSFW 1377 comment report crosspost are save ive
Apparently, Asian, and Crush: This post is locked. You won't be able to comment
 AITA: Had loud sex with girlfriend to annoy the guy who has a crush on
 4567 her elf-Amit
 heA
 submitted 1 day ago by
 My girlfriend, D, and I have been together for three months. I'mc
 she is of Chinese descent (this is relevant later). She lives in a co-ed dorm, and
 one of her neighbors, J, has a longstanding infatuation with her. I've known about
 au
 an and
 since before we started dating, and D has (too gently, I think) let him down on
 several occasions. She doesn't like to hurt people, which is admirable, but I think
 it's prolonged his crush because she hasn't been forceful enough in her desire to
 remain only friends
 is also of Chinese descent, which is part of his rationale for why they s
 date apparently it would make things "easier" for them to date within their own
 culture. Problem is, D has a pretty speci
 ha
 уре
 Il white guys. She of course
 sn't told J this specifically, but she did tell me that he really resents that white
 guys date "all the good Asian girls." I can't decide whether this is a legitimate
 concern or bellyaching on his part. I want to sympathize, but it's hard because
 you c
 an't really choose who you're attracted to
 I finally met 1 last week when D and I were heading out to an orchestra concert.
 We were both in full formalwear and D had high heels and a figure-forming dress
 on. We were on our way past the common area on her dorm floor and this guy
 walks up to her and just launches into a conversation. He doesn't acknowledge
 me at all, no introduction, nothing. I'm trying to be polite and finally D introduces
 us and he just kind of gives me a "what's up" nod. Okay, fine. He's about her
 height when she has heels on it's obvious this guy really is not her type so I'm
 not feeling threatened. But then he asks if she'll hold on for a minute, goes to his
 room, and comes back with a fucking teddy bear. He gives D the teddy bear, right
 in front of me, and said when he saw it, it made him think of her. She thanked
 him and we went to the concert (the teddy stayed in my car)
 Now, I don't think of myself as a mean person. Most people who know me would
 find meanness not in my character. But all during that concert, all I could think of
 was making J suffer
 plan. I knew D's roommate would be out all week, which meant I would be able
 terribly, bu
 t enough to back off. So, I hatched my
 stay over at her dorm. D and I started having sex on our second date. I have
 ince learned that certain things will make her get very, very loud to the poin
 that she has to bite a pillow or risk sounding like she's being "murdered with
 sex," as she puts it. So, last night we had a very romantic evening out, and when
 we came back J was in his room with his door open studying. His room is directly
 north of D's and the walls in the building are pretty flimsy. You can hear other
 people's music or tv most of the time. She said "Hey" and then we both went into
 her room and closed the door. I proceeded to clear her bed of pillows, throw he
 down on it, and get down to business. I won't go into graphic detail, but she was
 very much caught up in the moment, and when she looked for a pillow to bite,
 there was none. So
 she just
 let it all out. For like fifteen or twenty minutes
 At this point we're both giddy, and then it hits her. J was next door and she
 guessed he could hear everything. She immediately started feeling sad, worrying
 that hearing his crush in the throes of passion would be pai
 maybe that's something he needed to hear, in order to make it clear that he will
 never, ever be considered a sexual option
 she started to go on about what a great person he was, how he is really very kind
 and would make someone very happy, etc. She starts to get pissed off at me and
 saying I'm being mean
 uggest that
 r her. This made her even sadder, and
 . I tel
 Il her I'm sorry, she's right, and leave to go to the
 hared men's room down the hall
 I walk past the common area and see J. He's just staring at me with the mo
 intense look of pure, burning hatred. So I give him an innoc
 and say, "Hey man, is there a water fountain on this floor? I am super
 dehydrated," and wipe some of the remaining sweat from my forehead. And I
 truly believe he deserved all of this, but here's where I wonder if I'm the asshole
 because in that moment I was fucking thrilled t
 And that scared me a little, knowing there's some dormant, primal part of me
 that
 t "what's up" nod
 ompletely dunk on this dude
 t wants to be king
 , fo
 r his part, never did tell me where the water
 ntain was
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